Randy by SeanB 4 SeanBlog - (rough draft copy)
A strange pain....and a better messiah... >>>>>>>> >>> Stare. Staring into the mirror... who is looking back ? ??? I dont know what i look like anymore... an etherial spirit of light gracing the heavens...? A lump of dust...walking toward my next death? evolved - the enlightend...falling... in a spiraled journey homeward bound... Am I A sad - desperate, tired consumer, lost in the media mire of self pity and greed and forever wanting??? i look into the mirror and see lost traces... of other lifetimes...pain, incredible joy - sadness... traces...of traveling... wandering... I see the residue of of things I threw away... things that always come back...Ghosts... Nghtly - nightly hauntings... I see a dream, another life, a vision - so faded that I hardly recognize what i wanted to be... like a past life.... past lives...people who are gone... reflections - passersby... nieghboors, my nieghboors - their grey-whiteless dark lost faces... painted with pai