Spiritual Healing Arts Kirk Kerber

dancing with Androids/////////////// the train to nowhere... spinning dreams for all my lovers tonight -- medicated and numb... the battle field of my body life. long ago... poetry filled my eyes... the breezes were always just right... the night was never cruel.... once...forever ago...stars...and skies life was poetry...filled with nuances that you understood...that formed you -- now on this train to nowhere -- dancing with androids - frozen in a dream... paralyzed by a past that wont forget me -- by the poetry i cant forget or process or understand - the scuffed green walls of the long hallway the blues in a sex club... the red bar i went to everynight... the colors seeped into my mind over and over and over... they were so rich and layered...even the pain was something new then... as if life had given me too much beauty -- but now i was -- time was -- stopped - on this train -- racing into the night... drinking - medicating, forever wanting -- something... sitting there -- in front...

I did not write the begining article: it is reprinted here with permission. however the story of the Guru and myself is my story - I wrote it because I lived it... thanks for reading it....kirk.   The Alchemy of change Metamorphosis is a process of purification, and yet it is not a simple detoxification that is occurring, but the ongoing evolution of life itself. Kundalini purifies the bodymind so that our deeper Self incarnates. Evolution simply Is. It is simply what is, when we stop suppressing, abusing and holding ourselves back from the fluid realization of our Being. Because of the collective forces of inertia and resistance there is a tension between what we are now and that which is trying to manifest from beyond the veil.  Due to this disparity the pressures of birthing consciousness can be enormous, and there is the tendency for the poor ego to be drawn all over the map while the deeper Self is coming to light. Thus we need enormous faith, understanding and compassion in o...