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Dancing with Androids....

dancing with Androids..... t he train to nowhere...


spinning dreams for all my lovers
tonight -- medicated and numb...
the battle field of my body 
life. 
long ago...
poetry filled my eyes...
the breezes were always just right...
the night was never cruel....

once...forever ago...stars...and skies


life was poetry...filled with nuances that you understood...that formed you -- 
now 
on this train to nowhere -- dancing with androids - 
frozen in a dream...
paralyzed by a past that wont forget me -- 
by the poetry i cant forget or process or understand - 

the scuffed green walls of the long hallway
the blues in a sex club...
the red bar i went to everynight...
the colors seeped into my mind over and over and over...
they were so rich and layered...even the pain was something new then...
as if life had given me too much beauty -- 
but now i was -- time was -- stopped - on this train -- racing into the night...
drinking - medicating, forever wanting -- 
something...
sitting there -- 
i

havent got time for the pain by seanb

thoughts and words by  SeanB August 2008 *** I pray  for the health and sanity of the human race and the world... to be restored to light and love...and kindness  amen... this is my prayer for you and us...today... being Blessed and healed... ***** "I haven't got time for the pain..." Blog entry by SeanB rants and thoughts and feelings...from me to you... ****** tell me the truth...please...I'd like to know it... ***** Sometimes I feel So Good... and sometimes I feel so bad... I acknowledge that my presence in the world is my gift to the world... insights.. Questions... feelings... ** why am I here...?? ****** You are here to experience all the positives of being alive and all the negatives as well... please stop hurting yourself and punishing yourself... that helps no one... forgive yourself... your gonna make it...your gonna be ok... I want to soothe you... these are my words and gift to you... melt dissolve dissipate t

Letter to Erin - Six feet under.....

Dear Erin: print this and keep it forever... I was thinking fo you the other day.... we were working on the bar -- and you were telling me about six feet under  ive seeen every episode --  the other night for some reason I watched the final 7 minutes of the series on youtube..... it makes you cry....... makes you realize how beautiful and fucked up life and everything can be...... yeah I hoped you were ok and thought about all the things youve been thru and me as well...... what a fuking life -- weve had allready...... ill speak for myself..... even just knowing my pooch and getting her was a total trauma/drama..... and then seeing how beautiful she can be...... and when you meet her youll see how "special" she is..... truly..... people come over to her all the time on the street......and compliment her and say shes so happy.....!! ? and friendly......and gentle..... shes not afraid of anything !! it seems like a true angel came to me.... shes 12 pounds and sometimes when i y

kirkblog...profile @ Messnegers of Spirit @ Ning...

SeanB Profile page @ Messengers of Spirit on Ning... Posted by  Sean  on August 15, 2008 at 12:00pm Previous Post View Blog Posts About Me: Well... In brief...for "Brevity" it has been said is the wit of the soul... All of my "teachers..." have either been represented in body-form as female and women...or actual animals that came to me: A red fox, two dogs - specifically, a turtle, all ocean animals... I'am sure I was a dolphin for many - many lifetimes...and seem to miss it... I also miss :home" which although I cant speicify by name - I know it is not this place we call Earth...I seem to always be half in this world and half in the next.... you could call me the Reluctant "Psychic" and Lightworker - until recently in hiding... and for good reason... the social rules of this reality always seem to be "attack - attack - attack..." so I'am trying to change that in my self...and the world... What I do... I administer "Psychic Medi

Kirktv blog @ powerful intentions

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kirkblog - kirktv episode copy show 100 - "Planetary Ascension" 8/8/8 kirktv

kirktv episode copy show 100 august 1, 2008 kirktv Episode Copy for  august 11, 2008 ******* "What is planetary Ascension???" ****** ascension planet get ready to ascend up to the heavens and beyond... and open up those love giving "Chakras" b-cuzz the GATE-of 8/8/8 just opened a few days ago.. let the love out... and let the sunshine in!! good evening manhattan... get ready for the second comming... for all things  super-natural para-normal mystical meta-physical magic and sometimes manic... If nobody wants to talk about it then guess who will?? thats right...surround yourself with angels and love.. its 11-30pm ch 57 all over the world... the universe all the galaxies... and every multi-dimensional reality... linear time is dissolving away as we get ready for planetary ascension... all aboard for the peace train of holy rollers... everyone on above for the peace train... for the next 28 minutes... Ill be your "new-a