Dancing with Androids...
dancing with Androids/////////////// the train to nowhere... spinning dreams for all my lovers tonight -- medicated and numb... the battle field of my body life. long ago... poetry filled my eyes... the breezes were always just right... the night was never cruel.... once...forever ago...stars...and skies life was poetry...filled with nuances that you understood...that formed you -- now on this train to nowhere -- dancing with androids - frozen in a dream... paralyzed by a past that wont forget me -- by the poetry i cant forget or process or understand - the scuffed green walls of the long hallway the blues in a sex club... the red bar i went to everynight... the colors seeped into my mind over and over and over... they were so rich and layered...even the pain was something new then... as if life had given me too much beauty -- but now i was -- time was -- stopped - on this train -- racing into the night... drinking - medicating, forever wanting -- something... sitting there -- in front...